30 April 2015

Bless the Lord

God's faithfulness truly knows no limits. He is always the same, even as people change throughout their lives or throughout history. God has never changed. The same God who was with Adam is with me. The same God that was faithful to the Israelites in the desert will be faithful to me, his adopted child. 

My life is fading. I will return to dust and eventually no one will remember me on earth. I think that's why non-believers desire so much to make a legacy. They somehow want their lives to be eternal, but without God nothing is. 

The best part of Psalm 103 is about God's forgiveness. As far as the east is from the west so far has he removed our transgressions from us. Infinite distance. That means that they are gone. He doesn't remember what we've done wrong, but instead he remembers how much he loved us. To prove his faithfulness God writes about his plan for redemption long before Jesus was born. Or even his great, great grandparents. Before anyone ever imagined what the Messiah would be like, God was talking about him. He's in Job. Job lived before Abraham. Israel as a nation was just a dream and God had already predicted he would save them. Talk about an unchanging and faithful God. He knew every single act of disobedience. He knew Israel would struggle to ever truly follow him, but he had a plan to save them. And to save the world. 

Never forget that salvation is first for the Jew and then for the Gentile. Never forget that Israel is God's chosen people. Not necessarily the nation state that exists now but the Jewish people. They are the firstborn. They have the birthright. We are just adopted kids. No less loved or valued, but without the Jews, we have no salvation. But without knowledge of who the Messiah is, neither do the Jews. 

Oh Lord, that I would have that sense of urgency to share the Gospel. That it would be my first thought and what I want to speak of the most. I pray I would be ever thinking of your Kingdom and not my own. I pray I would see with your eyes. That my heart would break for what breaks your heart. I pray that I would love others enough to tell them about how you want to save them. I pray I would begin to put others before me. I am selfish. I am arrogant. I pray you would make me selfless. I pray you would make me humble. I pray you would make me wise. I pray you would make me like you. 

Amen! Amen! Amen!

01 April 2015

Now this is love

Recently inspired by the Easter service at my Church, I have thought a lot about God's love. It is so easy growing up going to Church every Sunday to overlook the incredible sacrifice Christ made. Paul said it best when he said that no one would die for an unrighteous man. Maybe for a really awesome person or our own families we might dare to die. But God shows his love for us in this: while we were still sinners, Christ died for us.

That should bring me to tears every time I think about it. Christ DIED. He faced the thing most people are scared of the most. He did it willingly. Because he loved us. Would you let someone beat you out of love for someone like Hitler? Would you die to save the life of someone in ISIL?

I wouldn't. (Christ in me might, but by myself - no way!)

Christ did. He said, "I love you. I would do anything to save your life." And he didn't just do anything. He did the only thing that could save us. He died for us.

Oh! What love!!

I've been reading Judges over the past few days. Talk about love. Israel repeatedly turns away from God. God punish them and they cry out to him. Every time, God reaches out and saves them. He never does it in a way that they can say is their own power. He uses women, small armies, and broken people. What's amazing is that he does it not just once, but every time. Israel is never faithful to God for more than a generation, if that. But God is always faithful to Israel. When God chooses people, he doesn't let them go.

God has been working from before the beginning of time to make sure that the people he loves would be able to be with him. He has been working out a plan of redemption since before anything needed to be redeemed. God made man knowing he would sin and that God would have to let his own son die. I have a son. I can't imagine sending him to his own death so someone who literally hates me could spend eternity alive. That's love. Love I can't understand.

I want to understand. I want to live my life understanding that. I want to live my life worshipping God every moment.

Another important thing I've been reminded of lately is worship. Our main purpose is to worship God. It is not to convert heathens or minister to the poor or plant Churches. Our only purpose is to worship God. And when we worship God only, how fulfilling is that? How amazing is it to be in a great worship service or listening to those songs that really get you? People talk about mountain top experiences, but really that should be our daily life. We should constantly be encountering the Almighty in worship. We should always be singing his praises, humbling ourselves, and getting lost in his love. This is our goal. That's why those moments are so powerful. They make us feel alive because for once in our lives we are doing the one thing we were made to do. We are fulfilling our purpose. We are being our true selves. We are alive.

I think the hardest thing as a Christian is forgetting the routine of being a Christian who grew up a Church. Forgetting to always say "Jesus" when asked a question in Sunday School. Forgetting that you've sung that song a thousand times and you don't even have to think to know the words. Remembering that we aren't special or important or somehow deserving of special treatment. God does what God does. It doesn't mean we did anything. God saves those whom he choses. God sends hardship to those whom he chooses. God sends blessing and power to those whom he choses. He doesn't do it because of anything those people did. He isn't punishing or rewarding. He is being God. The only thing we can do, no matter what comes our way, is continue to worship. The only thing we must do is continue to worship. When we stop worshipping God we forget about the only thing  that matters. When we focus on evangelism, ministry, righteousness, or our own problems, we forget that we are loved by the Almighty Creator of the universe. We forget that he is worthy to be praised. He doesn't need it, but we need to give it. God is Lord of Lords and King of Kings. He is the beginning and the end. He was before anything else, and he will be forever. He is eternally faithful and perfectly just. He loves with unending love. He has overcome death and the grave. At the end of the age, He alone has the power to overcome the evil one and he will be victorious over Satan and evil. He already has been. God alone is victorious. God alone is good. God alone is everything. Without God, I am nothing. He is worthy of my praise.

Lord, help me to always remember your worthiness. Let me live a life of worship. Let me live in light of eternity. Let me never be so near sighted that I don't see what you are doing and what you want me to do. Praise you, Lord of Lords and King of Kings.
Hallelujah!
Amen!