So the expression don't reinvent the wheel always applies to me a little to well. I think it must be like my favorite thing to do. That I put too much on my plate. I know God made me this way...he gave me a servants heart for a reason, but at the end of the day I feel tired. I try to do too much by myself and tend to not let others help me. I just don't like to ask for help. I don't want anyone else to be inconvenienced. I know it's a problem.
Sometimes I feel like I am my own idol. I get so proud of the things that I accomplish that I lose sight of Him who helped me accomplish them to begin with. I can't do anything alone and I often forget that fact. Often.
You'd think I would have learned by now to start relying on others because I know someday soon it will cause me problems...oh well. I tend to learn things the hard way...
In trying to be the best at what God has called me to do, I have become very prideful of what God has allowed me to do. Honestly at the end of the day I pray the kids are learning... please Lord let them be learning. Don't let me get in the way of the goal.
It may be a wheel...or maybe I'm reinventing something else...
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